Its 1 am now.. im still up reading other people's blogs... nothing better to do?? actually yea.. rather than internet shopping, i took some time to make some soul searching.... well i can say that i spend a lot on my hobbies, which is pretty expensive.... money is not easy to come by, and others judge me by buying such expensive bike... little did they know about the fun and pleasure i find in biking... its a 100 times better than betting, ooh yea i have problems with gamblers, i do... i am prejudiced against them, learnt my lesson thru believing words that came out from a gambler... so.. yea i have problems with gamblers... okie back to bike, i never regret one single bit buying my bike, as it brought me so much pleasure, ooh yea... i love her (Specialized Rockhopper) so much.... er.. of course she comes after my mum, what she gave me was unconditional love... and also after my girl ( saying this coz my bike dont read blogs ).... hahahaz...
Well i seen alot of people... and a lot of life experiences... from people who earn his way and education by themselves and to those who crashed his dad's sports car... People always tell me how lucky i am... as if i don't know myself, and bla bla bla.. how they worked hard for their own living expenses and stuffs, and even told me to save money by selling off my bike... what i tell them in my mind is to bugger off (thats me being polite, i use the F word in real life frequently) and don't you dare to judge me without knowing what i went thru... Its true that i spent a lot in my college life, thats because i had suffiecient pocket money and i did part time myself.. my side income was actually easy money, and i earn a big whole lot from there.. its not very convenient to disclose what i did last time, its not something thats harmful, i have my ethics... i earned bucks.. before it all came down on me.. okie, i lost 5 digits sum of money, in college life.. its a terrible impact on me... and no i didnt lose the sum of money thru betting, i have brains... I am lucky to have my parents supporting my education without earning it myself, but that doesnt give others right to judge me.. haha hell yea i am lucky, hm.. i guess i have everything figured out myself in the future.. i did it once in college, and i can do it in the future... i believe in myself, my judgement, my decision-makings and everything else... never look back and wonder 'what if'.... men cannot be indecisive, fickle minded, and must have a stand of their own.
Hm.. i heard a lot of complaints from my friends, about how male chauvenist can be a spoilspot... well some people is still living in stone age, male of a single species is no longer the dominating one, as there are a hell lot of successfull females out in the working field.. i find it pretty disturbing that one of the male chauvenist comment that i heard; whenever he saw a woman driving a nice car, he quickly jumped into assumption that she is some rich guy's daughter or having affair with the boss... i wonder which era is he still living in.. such an old fashioned, idiotic thinking still exists.. sometime he surprises me... such a wowser.. a loser that couldnt accept the truth that girls nowadays are simply smarter than guys... well in some way... haha okie enough of loser talk... feeling a lil tired now.. time to sleep... adios..
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Everyone sees money differently.
Some sees money as security. Others see it as a luxury. There are also those who have no choice but to see it as a necessity.
To me, as long as I think that my money is well spent, I'm alright with it. I don't mind spending money on friends and family, I don't mind spending money on myself. Because I strongly believe in "Here today, gone tomorrow".
Pessimism? No, it's life according to me.
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