i had a short chat with my girl today... and she had been blogging since i dont know when.... being his guy for like almost 2.5 years, i had no idea she blogs.... what a guy i am... i felt bad, but now i have treat her better to compensate... after reading her blogs, found that she is doing well... of course there are ups and downs...she had her down times... when i was around her, sometimes she need some time alone, when she cries i kept asking her whats wrong.... maybe i dont really understand her well enough.. i should have known she needs some time to adjust herself.. well up to this point i have to agree that people always said that men are careless... well my dear girl, if you are reading this now, i will try to be a better guy... i said try... hahaha self defense mechanism... i have to say she is much more mature than i am... mental wise, not physically (girls are sensitive with maturity, can be misintepreted as old)... being away from country, from my family and from everything else i long for, made me realise one universal truth... absence made the heart grows fonder.... i do miss my family lots, i miss my dad and mum... i am pretty sure i am greatly missed back home too!!! haha.. and i do sometimes, i said sometimes, once in a very very blue moon, which is extremely rare.... cried myself to sleep, thinking of my family, and also my girl.... she is a part of my life now... hm... i dont want to give her extra pressures... so let things flow the natural way... and i can be the nature at times.... so it can flow my way.. okie enough of riddles and semi truths...
OOH yea additional note.. how can i forget...... i went to Wharncliffe woods with nutcase #2... Wharncliffe woods was the hangout place for Steve Peat, the 2005 world Freeride champ.... the way there was uphill,but i can feel my pedalling power is increasing, i can pedal uphills without cadence and at a moderate pace and not-so-elevated heartbeat... zone trainings are great... haha but when we hit the woods, the reflexes and balancing power takes over... the level of adrenaline is unbelieveably high as the speed downhill was frightening... nobody can believe it.. nutcase #2 had a terrible face plant.. with bruises on his forearms and waist... and its pretty bad.. he cracked his helmet too... imagine the momentum and the impact that he actually cracked his relatively new helmet.... i had his face plant caught on video.... ooh it hurts everytime i saw the replay... my... his kona stinky was still in one piece.. so its one hell of a strong bike.. he gets what he pays for.. its expensive... true but the momentum and control is unbelieveably good... haha i still love my specialized rockhopper... damn the money is well spent on the bike...
Back to my girl... hm.. i am currently reading her blog... check out what she wrote on the blog... "I had the sweetest day with my mate. No words can descibe.(^_^)I guess that's the magic you can do, all the time." ..... seems like i am a magician myself without knowing it.. how great am i... hahahah well reading that definately made my day, to know that i am being loved and doted... the best feeling in the world.. it beats the feeling of winning an ironman race.... yea rite... haha
ooh before i forget, a very old friend of mine won a SUKMA gold medal.. really felt happy for her.. she deserved it... hm.. for now i think thats enough... hills training tmr!! chao
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