Hmm.. went out for a drink yesterday nite.. with one of my mates... heard some life stories..... aih... sad stories.... let me realise how important it is to cherish what i've got now... its not that i don't cherish what i've got now, but i really cant imagine losing things i love the most... hearing stories like that made me wanna cherish those dear to me more, to a whole new level... i would trade anything for remain what i have now... hm.. called my parents juz now.. hm they might not be coming for my convocation... i can understand it, dad's doing business, and bro cant cope alone if he went away for like 2 weeks... but cant say im not dissapointed... but the comforting thought is i know they are proud of me... hm.. my dad really dotes on me too much... i told him i mayb goin to germany (damn i hate this country for beating portugal) this coming october... he told me is i dont have cash i can always ask.. hm.. i am being spoilt... haha lucky i am.. called my girl after calling my parents... She's out with her friend though.. inconvenient to talk... so i cant tell her how much i love her and i will do anything to cherish her.... ooh thats sweet but thats gonna wait for now.. haha
Adios.. lunch time..
Sunday, 22 June 2008
Sunday, 15 June 2008
Back from Tyne and Wear!!!
An agonising 6 hours bus trip from newcastle to Sheffield.. damn the toons army is faraway..... but its worth the trip!!! met up with my bud, richard a big time plawyer... i meant lawyer...... and yea met up with my high school 38 mei, charmaine... well i used to call her by soh yee, but since everyone is calling her by charmaine here, i juz go with the flow... haha well from all i see everyone is doing well, grown quite alot... but immaturity is still stuck within me... hahah...
Okie a 4 day tour to newcastle was great!!! but 0 progress on my dissertation and project.. move move move!!!! well its a monday tmr, but will be cycling with nutcase #2 tmr.... haha i have no life dont i?? hm... my girl was telling me not to suprise her on her bday or sumting, saying economy is bad and i shouldnt splurge on it... hm.. tat means she reads my blog... hm... yay!! well i will be getting busier from now on, as i will be working on my projects, and also job hunting, hm... well time for me to turn in.. i am blimey tired now... au revoir....
Okie a 4 day tour to newcastle was great!!! but 0 progress on my dissertation and project.. move move move!!!! well its a monday tmr, but will be cycling with nutcase #2 tmr.... haha i have no life dont i?? hm... my girl was telling me not to suprise her on her bday or sumting, saying economy is bad and i shouldnt splurge on it... hm.. tat means she reads my blog... hm... yay!! well i will be getting busier from now on, as i will be working on my projects, and also job hunting, hm... well time for me to turn in.. i am blimey tired now... au revoir....
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
To the toons!!!
I'll be heading to Newcastle tomorrow, to meet up with richard... first time meeting up with him since we left country... hm.. wonder hows that big lawyer doing.. Well another pound spending trip.. but its for an old friend... hm..
Handed up application forms at Staples and Decathlon.. hope i will get some part time job, kinda poor now so need some extra quids will help... I decorated my CV with fanciful sports, from mountain biking to scuba diving and everything else.... hm....
Hill training again this morning, and damn the headwinds, the hills that i could easily pedal up seems impossible to climb today, due to direct headwinds... The winds are so strong that i was actually 'nudged' by the winds when i was going downhill, n i was going real fast... maybe around 35 to 40 mph.... my bike's tyre pressure seems low, but its allrite i shall pedal harder tmr morning to make up what i lost today!!! hm...
Yesterday was my sista's bday... and i called and wished her... as usual chatted with mum and pap... and they sound ok and the usual conversation asking how they doing and they asked back how am i doing.... but this never gets old.. i dunno why... pap told me if i am in short of cash i have to tell him.... how lucky i am to have a supportive old man... told him i am doing okay.. and bro just banked in some to me.. so for now i will be okie i guess... my girl's bday is coming... scratching head what to suprise her.. hey she reads this blog.. no more suprises then... i cant pull off flowers and chocolate everytime, thats for extremely special occasion..... and i aint the sharpest tool in the shed.... hah!
Sometimes i think, with my parents so protective and overly worried bout me, will i be a spoilt brat??? well i think i kinda am.. but who cares.. hm..... well i gotta pack my stuff for newcastle.... hm... so for now.. adios...
Handed up application forms at Staples and Decathlon.. hope i will get some part time job, kinda poor now so need some extra quids will help... I decorated my CV with fanciful sports, from mountain biking to scuba diving and everything else.... hm....
Hill training again this morning, and damn the headwinds, the hills that i could easily pedal up seems impossible to climb today, due to direct headwinds... The winds are so strong that i was actually 'nudged' by the winds when i was going downhill, n i was going real fast... maybe around 35 to 40 mph.... my bike's tyre pressure seems low, but its allrite i shall pedal harder tmr morning to make up what i lost today!!! hm...
Yesterday was my sista's bday... and i called and wished her... as usual chatted with mum and pap... and they sound ok and the usual conversation asking how they doing and they asked back how am i doing.... but this never gets old.. i dunno why... pap told me if i am in short of cash i have to tell him.... how lucky i am to have a supportive old man... told him i am doing okay.. and bro just banked in some to me.. so for now i will be okie i guess... my girl's bday is coming... scratching head what to suprise her.. hey she reads this blog.. no more suprises then... i cant pull off flowers and chocolate everytime, thats for extremely special occasion..... and i aint the sharpest tool in the shed.... hah!
Sometimes i think, with my parents so protective and overly worried bout me, will i be a spoilt brat??? well i think i kinda am.. but who cares.. hm..... well i gotta pack my stuff for newcastle.... hm... so for now.. adios...
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Had my life figured out??? nah...
Its 1 am now.. im still up reading other people's blogs... nothing better to do?? actually yea.. rather than internet shopping, i took some time to make some soul searching.... well i can say that i spend a lot on my hobbies, which is pretty expensive.... money is not easy to come by, and others judge me by buying such expensive bike... little did they know about the fun and pleasure i find in biking... its a 100 times better than betting, ooh yea i have problems with gamblers, i do... i am prejudiced against them, learnt my lesson thru believing words that came out from a gambler... so.. yea i have problems with gamblers... okie back to bike, i never regret one single bit buying my bike, as it brought me so much pleasure, ooh yea... i love her (Specialized Rockhopper) so much.... er.. of course she comes after my mum, what she gave me was unconditional love... and also after my girl ( saying this coz my bike dont read blogs ).... hahahaz...
Well i seen alot of people... and a lot of life experiences... from people who earn his way and education by themselves and to those who crashed his dad's sports car... People always tell me how lucky i am... as if i don't know myself, and bla bla bla.. how they worked hard for their own living expenses and stuffs, and even told me to save money by selling off my bike... what i tell them in my mind is to bugger off (thats me being polite, i use the F word in real life frequently) and don't you dare to judge me without knowing what i went thru... Its true that i spent a lot in my college life, thats because i had suffiecient pocket money and i did part time myself.. my side income was actually easy money, and i earn a big whole lot from there.. its not very convenient to disclose what i did last time, its not something thats harmful, i have my ethics... i earned bucks.. before it all came down on me.. okie, i lost 5 digits sum of money, in college life.. its a terrible impact on me... and no i didnt lose the sum of money thru betting, i have brains... I am lucky to have my parents supporting my education without earning it myself, but that doesnt give others right to judge me.. haha hell yea i am lucky, hm.. i guess i have everything figured out myself in the future.. i did it once in college, and i can do it in the future... i believe in myself, my judgement, my decision-makings and everything else... never look back and wonder 'what if'.... men cannot be indecisive, fickle minded, and must have a stand of their own.
Hm.. i heard a lot of complaints from my friends, about how male chauvenist can be a spoilspot... well some people is still living in stone age, male of a single species is no longer the dominating one, as there are a hell lot of successfull females out in the working field.. i find it pretty disturbing that one of the male chauvenist comment that i heard; whenever he saw a woman driving a nice car, he quickly jumped into assumption that she is some rich guy's daughter or having affair with the boss... i wonder which era is he still living in.. such an old fashioned, idiotic thinking still exists.. sometime he surprises me... such a wowser.. a loser that couldnt accept the truth that girls nowadays are simply smarter than guys... well in some way... haha okie enough of loser talk... feeling a lil tired now.. time to sleep... adios..
Well i seen alot of people... and a lot of life experiences... from people who earn his way and education by themselves and to those who crashed his dad's sports car... People always tell me how lucky i am... as if i don't know myself, and bla bla bla.. how they worked hard for their own living expenses and stuffs, and even told me to save money by selling off my bike... what i tell them in my mind is to bugger off (thats me being polite, i use the F word in real life frequently) and don't you dare to judge me without knowing what i went thru... Its true that i spent a lot in my college life, thats because i had suffiecient pocket money and i did part time myself.. my side income was actually easy money, and i earn a big whole lot from there.. its not very convenient to disclose what i did last time, its not something thats harmful, i have my ethics... i earned bucks.. before it all came down on me.. okie, i lost 5 digits sum of money, in college life.. its a terrible impact on me... and no i didnt lose the sum of money thru betting, i have brains... I am lucky to have my parents supporting my education without earning it myself, but that doesnt give others right to judge me.. haha hell yea i am lucky, hm.. i guess i have everything figured out myself in the future.. i did it once in college, and i can do it in the future... i believe in myself, my judgement, my decision-makings and everything else... never look back and wonder 'what if'.... men cannot be indecisive, fickle minded, and must have a stand of their own.
Hm.. i heard a lot of complaints from my friends, about how male chauvenist can be a spoilspot... well some people is still living in stone age, male of a single species is no longer the dominating one, as there are a hell lot of successfull females out in the working field.. i find it pretty disturbing that one of the male chauvenist comment that i heard; whenever he saw a woman driving a nice car, he quickly jumped into assumption that she is some rich guy's daughter or having affair with the boss... i wonder which era is he still living in.. such an old fashioned, idiotic thinking still exists.. sometime he surprises me... such a wowser.. a loser that couldnt accept the truth that girls nowadays are simply smarter than guys... well in some way... haha okie enough of loser talk... feeling a lil tired now.. time to sleep... adios..
dedicated to my girl...
i had a short chat with my girl today... and she had been blogging since i dont know when.... being his guy for like almost 2.5 years, i had no idea she blogs.... what a guy i am... i felt bad, but now i have treat her better to compensate... after reading her blogs, found that she is doing well... of course there are ups and downs...she had her down times... when i was around her, sometimes she need some time alone, when she cries i kept asking her whats wrong.... maybe i dont really understand her well enough.. i should have known she needs some time to adjust herself.. well up to this point i have to agree that people always said that men are careless... well my dear girl, if you are reading this now, i will try to be a better guy... i said try... hahaha self defense mechanism... i have to say she is much more mature than i am... mental wise, not physically (girls are sensitive with maturity, can be misintepreted as old)... being away from country, from my family and from everything else i long for, made me realise one universal truth... absence made the heart grows fonder.... i do miss my family lots, i miss my dad and mum... i am pretty sure i am greatly missed back home too!!! haha.. and i do sometimes, i said sometimes, once in a very very blue moon, which is extremely rare.... cried myself to sleep, thinking of my family, and also my girl.... she is a part of my life now... hm... i dont want to give her extra pressures... so let things flow the natural way... and i can be the nature at times.... so it can flow my way.. okie enough of riddles and semi truths...
OOH yea additional note.. how can i forget...... i went to Wharncliffe woods with nutcase #2... Wharncliffe woods was the hangout place for Steve Peat, the 2005 world Freeride champ.... the way there was uphill,but i can feel my pedalling power is increasing, i can pedal uphills without cadence and at a moderate pace and not-so-elevated heartbeat... zone trainings are great... haha but when we hit the woods, the reflexes and balancing power takes over... the level of adrenaline is unbelieveably high as the speed downhill was frightening... nobody can believe it.. nutcase #2 had a terrible face plant.. with bruises on his forearms and waist... and its pretty bad.. he cracked his helmet too... imagine the momentum and the impact that he actually cracked his relatively new helmet.... i had his face plant caught on video.... ooh it hurts everytime i saw the replay... my... his kona stinky was still in one piece.. so its one hell of a strong bike.. he gets what he pays for.. its expensive... true but the momentum and control is unbelieveably good... haha i still love my specialized rockhopper... damn the money is well spent on the bike...
Back to my girl... hm.. i am currently reading her blog... check out what she wrote on the blog... "I had the sweetest day with my mate. No words can descibe.(^_^)I guess that's the magic you can do, all the time." ..... seems like i am a magician myself without knowing it.. how great am i... hahahah well reading that definately made my day, to know that i am being loved and doted... the best feeling in the world.. it beats the feeling of winning an ironman race.... yea rite... haha
ooh before i forget, a very old friend of mine won a SUKMA gold medal.. really felt happy for her.. she deserved it... hm.. for now i think thats enough... hills training tmr!! chao
OOH yea additional note.. how can i forget...... i went to Wharncliffe woods with nutcase #2... Wharncliffe woods was the hangout place for Steve Peat, the 2005 world Freeride champ.... the way there was uphill,but i can feel my pedalling power is increasing, i can pedal uphills without cadence and at a moderate pace and not-so-elevated heartbeat... zone trainings are great... haha but when we hit the woods, the reflexes and balancing power takes over... the level of adrenaline is unbelieveably high as the speed downhill was frightening... nobody can believe it.. nutcase #2 had a terrible face plant.. with bruises on his forearms and waist... and its pretty bad.. he cracked his helmet too... imagine the momentum and the impact that he actually cracked his relatively new helmet.... i had his face plant caught on video.... ooh it hurts everytime i saw the replay... my... his kona stinky was still in one piece.. so its one hell of a strong bike.. he gets what he pays for.. its expensive... true but the momentum and control is unbelieveably good... haha i still love my specialized rockhopper... damn the money is well spent on the bike...
Back to my girl... hm.. i am currently reading her blog... check out what she wrote on the blog... "I had the sweetest day with my mate. No words can descibe.(^_^)I guess that's the magic you can do, all the time." ..... seems like i am a magician myself without knowing it.. how great am i... hahahah well reading that definately made my day, to know that i am being loved and doted... the best feeling in the world.. it beats the feeling of winning an ironman race.... yea rite... haha
ooh before i forget, a very old friend of mine won a SUKMA gold medal.. really felt happy for her.. she deserved it... hm.. for now i think thats enough... hills training tmr!! chao
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
Bright and sunny day
Finally have some news from Dr. Martin... currently in EMB waiting for him.... with carl beside me... he kan chiong... cause he didnt get any project titles from his supervisor.....
Additional note, today the sun is shining mercilessly... good, as it always rained when i was doing my laundry, and now this perfect weather when i have no laundry... oh the weather is kind to me.. just read some news from home... oh my god the furl price hike up to rm2.70 per liter... it is unbelievable... god bless car owners... i am now sticking tightly to my dear bicycles....
Had a chat with my girl yesterday, seems like its her turn to go into battle field in shiny armour.. hm.. she seemed happy.. and she is ready i guess... its always good news.. hahahaha thinking of going for a long cycle later... hm.. alne.. yea.. but traffic might be a prob.. who cares..
gotta go now.... adios tats all for now
Additional note, today the sun is shining mercilessly... good, as it always rained when i was doing my laundry, and now this perfect weather when i have no laundry... oh the weather is kind to me.. just read some news from home... oh my god the furl price hike up to rm2.70 per liter... it is unbelievable... god bless car owners... i am now sticking tightly to my dear bicycles....
Had a chat with my girl yesterday, seems like its her turn to go into battle field in shiny armour.. hm.. she seemed happy.. and she is ready i guess... its always good news.. hahahaha thinking of going for a long cycle later... hm.. alne.. yea.. but traffic might be a prob.. who cares..
gotta go now.... adios tats all for now
Monday, 2 June 2008
Project... and Thesis writting
I went to uni today, with the sole purpose to discuss my project details with Dr Martin, and before i reached his office i saw a bunch of freshies out on the EMB.. Whew.. what a sight.. all squatting on the pathways eating their lunch boxes... went into Dr. Martin's office and he is out the whole day, maybe he was attending some conferences or something, or on leave, well its summer and its common for him to have some time off with his families... After leaving messages to Dr. Martin i went to join the summer semester students, and hell yea i met a lot of old friends, tagged along their briefings and so on.. haha ended up playing basketball with the bunch of friends in the evenings... hea hea hea... there goes project day #1... yay!!!
Well today my Gal is taking her first ACCA paper.. wonder how she did.....i will be calling her tmr to check her out.. As i said i have faith in her, so nothing shall go wrong.. She is smart, though she can be stubborn at times, but thats where i find her attractive.... i can be stubborn sometime, but i cant make it attractive, i dont know why... Been 9 months since i last saw her, hm.. have to say i kinda miss her alot i have to admit, but guys are supposed to be strong upfront.. As a kawanku member we tend to give people a very tough impression, but our soft, sensitive and vulnerable heart is enclosed within a rugged outshell... hahaha......
I called my father yesterday, it was his birthday, wished him well and everything... he sounded happy, and thats all i wanna hear from my old man... he is happy and all is well... hope i wont dissapoint him... i wanna make him proud, well i think he is proud of me... i guess.... Thats motivation to complete my project!! Mum sounded happy and my sis is always cheerful as well... Bro is always using his 'prototype big brother' gesture, but i know he dotes on me a lot.... since young he dotes on me, and i am proud to say we went thru thick and thin together..... Being the youngest in the family is great, my dad dotes on me.. my mum dotes on me.. my bro n sis dotes on me too.. i am one lucky fella....
I am beat after cleaning up my room, clearing all the leftovers my bro left me... and vacumn the whole house... time to turn in... tats all for now... adios...
Well today my Gal is taking her first ACCA paper.. wonder how she did.....i will be calling her tmr to check her out.. As i said i have faith in her, so nothing shall go wrong.. She is smart, though she can be stubborn at times, but thats where i find her attractive.... i can be stubborn sometime, but i cant make it attractive, i dont know why... Been 9 months since i last saw her, hm.. have to say i kinda miss her alot i have to admit, but guys are supposed to be strong upfront.. As a kawanku member we tend to give people a very tough impression, but our soft, sensitive and vulnerable heart is enclosed within a rugged outshell... hahaha......
I called my father yesterday, it was his birthday, wished him well and everything... he sounded happy, and thats all i wanna hear from my old man... he is happy and all is well... hope i wont dissapoint him... i wanna make him proud, well i think he is proud of me... i guess.... Thats motivation to complete my project!! Mum sounded happy and my sis is always cheerful as well... Bro is always using his 'prototype big brother' gesture, but i know he dotes on me a lot.... since young he dotes on me, and i am proud to say we went thru thick and thin together..... Being the youngest in the family is great, my dad dotes on me.. my mum dotes on me.. my bro n sis dotes on me too.. i am one lucky fella....
I am beat after cleaning up my room, clearing all the leftovers my bro left me... and vacumn the whole house... time to turn in... tats all for now... adios...
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