Friday, 10 October 2008

Always be my baby...

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

Saturday, 5 July 2008

TRAVELLING.....

Hm.. its summer and all our holiday moods have resurfaced... I havent been to much places myself, unlike my brother, he had been to half of europe..
ITALY : Italy is the only country outside UK i've been to.... I personally love Florence, or Firenze in Italian... hm... Roma; an ancient city where u can see the most of the aftermath of the fallen Roman Empire... Castello Di Angelo, Palatino, and also the magnificent Colleseum... Italy is a nice country, but beware of pick pockets... They are extremely skillful... and those a-hole swindlers who will tie a knot on ur hand and refuse to untie it unless u pay them, 20 Euros... Besides, its a nice and romantic country..
CHINA : Its been 13 years since i last went there and i truly wish to be there again... it was 1995, and i was only 10 years old.. too tender to understand the history of ancient dynasty... The forbidden city is unbelievebly huge... i can still recall the place... Great Wall of China, another epic landmark left by the Qin Emperor... There are several places i forgot.. places like Chengde.. and the tomb of Qin Shih Huang and the Terracotta Army..... to think back i was so damn lucky to be in China at that age...
Thailand : I've been there twice in 2 years.. 1999 and 2001... i was 14 and 16 respectively... hm... pattaya and phuket is nice.. Cant recall much as i am now sleepy... but i prefer Redang and Perhentian..... Malaysian island is still the best....
yawn... time to turn in... adios...

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

Time and tide...

Well, i am writting something abstract today.... hm... what i saw in days of my lives, is really amazing... Weeks ago this buddy of mine was devastated, trying to repossess something he lost... someone to be exact.. but he is opening up now... great to see him pulling himself together.... he was like a ghost weeks ago, but now i can see him happy and well again...
I know i am stubborn by nature, well my chinese zodiac is a wooden ox, cant blame me for being stubborn.. I am pretty persistent to do things i wanna do... maybe my teenage life shape me up this way, and i didnt know i was lucky enough to do what i wanna do.. there are people who have to earn their fees for education.. all i had to do was ask, i took things for granted.. all my salute goes to those who earn their own way to education.. they thrive, save and starve for their education, while i spent a fortune while pursuing my education.. there are lots of sideshows in my studying life.. i was busy with hanging out with old buddies, swimming, cycling, mountain climbing... and now mountain biking and triathlon, which are expensive hobbies as bikes are expensive... what the heck its money well spent, for the technology and response i got from the bikes... but i am thankful that i was born well and didnt have to struggle.. my parents did struggle when i was very young... too young to remember what happened.. but now i am just glad my family is in great condition... I don't know if i should like thank god or what, as for now i am a freethinker, i have shallow knowledge about christ, as i read the bible a few times... New King James Version i remembered, it was a gift from Aunty, Kath's mum... its not that i dont embrace a religion or something, something spiritual can be a lot of help in times when i need to rely or confide to someone.... I was 18 and i did thought of converting, i mean get baptised but i have to sacrifice my sunday mornings to church... sundays are the only day in a week for me to spend with my family... i wanna spend quality time with my dad and mum... and i don't want to be the pushy son to drag them to church, for what i think it is selfish to do so, as religion is something individual, don't go messing with other's religious views, not even my parents... i love them enough to let them have a freedom to choose.. no offense to those who serve the lord but pushing someone is not the way... freewill..... haha
Sometimes i will think of myself in another paradox.. or timeline if i made a different decision last time.. how will i turn out if i went to sports school and became a full time swimmer? or what will i become if i went to Aussie to study right after my SPM, my parents gave me an option but i chose to stay in country.. I can't control my curiousity, but for now, i am really glad of what i am now... Being a young adult is pretty hard, juggling time between family and friend ties, work commitments, and my commitments to triathlon... i am getting older but i would like to regain some of my 'teenage possessions'... i love my body when i was a teenager, toned and fit, though im not in a very bad shape now.. good looks is gone too.. hahha cant pull those romantic pickup lines to my girl now... well i gotta work tmr... thats all for now.. adios..

Tuesday, 1 July 2008

Days of my life...

i've been away for a week.. hm.. busy busy busy.. got a job at window charm and Dale storage.. its nice people there.. Arnie and Jim are friendly folks... Arnie even offers morning drinks to us... hm... so far i am having a great time working there.. and not forgetting my project... boo hoo... its no longer available at Roxspur.. so Carl n i both have to change the project title... damn.. i have crappy luck.... That was what i was working on the last week.. Tmr i will look for my beloved Dr. Martin for project updates... hm...
To those bike owners in Charlotte Road... Please take good care of ur bike... Nutcase #2's bike was STOLEN!!!! His Raleigh was stolen this afternoon.... damn those thieves are quick.. now i cherish both my bikes more... it hurts when u lost em'...
Went cycling again this afternoon.. damn my wimpy legs cant fight the headwinds.... i trained for the Wakefield Triathlon.. and damn it costed me 60 quids to register.... i aint paying 60 quids for a triathlon race man.. its just too ridiculous.. i am now opting for a sprint distance... which is 35 quids... still a bit expensive but what the heck.. i've trained myself since late spring... nevertheless.. i am still young.. haha there is always next year... ooh yea today a dude in a black lamboghini gallardo convertable winked at me while i was riding on the way back from Castleton... I was 'winked at'.... damn.. but the wink will be much sweeter if it was from a chick.. toobad i am not boarding the 'dude train'..... yet..... its raining now.. and im goin out.. shaking my bon bon!! yoo hoo

Sunday, 22 June 2008

Cherish the 'perished' moments

Hmm.. went out for a drink yesterday nite.. with one of my mates... heard some life stories..... aih... sad stories.... let me realise how important it is to cherish what i've got now... its not that i don't cherish what i've got now, but i really cant imagine losing things i love the most... hearing stories like that made me wanna cherish those dear to me more, to a whole new level... i would trade anything for remain what i have now... hm.. called my parents juz now.. hm they might not be coming for my convocation... i can understand it, dad's doing business, and bro cant cope alone if he went away for like 2 weeks... but cant say im not dissapointed... but the comforting thought is i know they are proud of me... hm.. my dad really dotes on me too much... i told him i mayb goin to germany (damn i hate this country for beating portugal) this coming october... he told me is i dont have cash i can always ask.. hm.. i am being spoilt... haha lucky i am.. called my girl after calling my parents... She's out with her friend though.. inconvenient to talk... so i cant tell her how much i love her and i will do anything to cherish her.... ooh thats sweet but thats gonna wait for now.. haha
Adios.. lunch time..

Sunday, 15 June 2008

Back from Tyne and Wear!!!

An agonising 6 hours bus trip from newcastle to Sheffield.. damn the toons army is faraway..... but its worth the trip!!! met up with my bud, richard a big time plawyer... i meant lawyer...... and yea met up with my high school 38 mei, charmaine... well i used to call her by soh yee, but since everyone is calling her by charmaine here, i juz go with the flow... haha well from all i see everyone is doing well, grown quite alot... but immaturity is still stuck within me... hahah...
Okie a 4 day tour to newcastle was great!!! but 0 progress on my dissertation and project.. move move move!!!! well its a monday tmr, but will be cycling with nutcase #2 tmr.... haha i have no life dont i?? hm... my girl was telling me not to suprise her on her bday or sumting, saying economy is bad and i shouldnt splurge on it... hm.. tat means she reads my blog... hm... yay!! well i will be getting busier from now on, as i will be working on my projects, and also job hunting, hm... well time for me to turn in.. i am blimey tired now... au revoir....

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

To the toons!!!

I'll be heading to Newcastle tomorrow, to meet up with richard... first time meeting up with him since we left country... hm.. wonder hows that big lawyer doing.. Well another pound spending trip.. but its for an old friend... hm..
Handed up application forms at Staples and Decathlon.. hope i will get some part time job, kinda poor now so need some extra quids will help... I decorated my CV with fanciful sports, from mountain biking to scuba diving and everything else.... hm....
Hill training again this morning, and damn the headwinds, the hills that i could easily pedal up seems impossible to climb today, due to direct headwinds... The winds are so strong that i was actually 'nudged' by the winds when i was going downhill, n i was going real fast... maybe around 35 to 40 mph.... my bike's tyre pressure seems low, but its allrite i shall pedal harder tmr morning to make up what i lost today!!! hm...
Yesterday was my sista's bday... and i called and wished her... as usual chatted with mum and pap... and they sound ok and the usual conversation asking how they doing and they asked back how am i doing.... but this never gets old.. i dunno why... pap told me if i am in short of cash i have to tell him.... how lucky i am to have a supportive old man... told him i am doing okay.. and bro just banked in some to me.. so for now i will be okie i guess... my girl's bday is coming... scratching head what to suprise her.. hey she reads this blog.. no more suprises then... i cant pull off flowers and chocolate everytime, thats for extremely special occasion..... and i aint the sharpest tool in the shed.... hah!
Sometimes i think, with my parents so protective and overly worried bout me, will i be a spoilt brat??? well i think i kinda am.. but who cares.. hm..... well i gotta pack my stuff for newcastle.... hm... so for now.. adios...